im so hurt upset pissed disappointed angry crappy right now




what am i supposed to be huh?
what.am.i.supposed.to.be.




fuck.





you said time'll heal everything,
did you mean it.







do you know how hard it is for me.
to try and hide how i feel inside.
no.





was i wrong to feel this way?







and things will be different now,
face it nat.
things are gonna be different.
they've always been,
choosing not to believe it is not gonna help.
you dun mean nothing.
you've never meant anything.
get that right.








sometimes i just wanna write that letter you know.
just to ask how you feel,
and how we fell apart.




i wish i could read your mind.
















i cant seem to let go.
just.
cant.




my mum's driving me nuts.
screwwit.